1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…1. 1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…2. 1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…3. 1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…4. 1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…5. PUSH THE BUTTON. Wait. Wait. Wait. Push the button. Wait. Wait….its not going to help.
1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…1. 1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…2. 1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…3. 1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…4. 1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…5. PUSH THE BUTTON. Wait. Wait. Wait. Push the button. wait.
1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…1. 1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…2. 1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…3. 1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…4. 1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…5. PUSH THE BUTTON. Wait. Wait. Wait. Push the button.
1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…1. 1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…2. 1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…3. 1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…4. 1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…5. PUSH THE BUTTON. Wait. Wait. Wait.
1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…1. 1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…2. 1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…3. 1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…4. 1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…5. PUSH THE BUTTON. Wait. Wait. Wait. No relief.
1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…1. 1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…2. 1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…3. 1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…4. 1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…5. PUSH THE BUTTON. Wait. No relief.
1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…1. 1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…2. 1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…3. 1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…4. 1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…5. PUSH THE BUTTON. No relief.
1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…1. 1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…2. 1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…3. 1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…4. 1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…5. PUSH THE BUTTON. No relief.
1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…1. 1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…2. 1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…3. 1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…4. 1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…5. PUSH THE BUTTON. No relief.
1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…1. 1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…2. 1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…3. 1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…4. 1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…5. PUSH THE BUTTON. No relief.
1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…1. 1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…2. 1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…3. 1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…4. 1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…5. PUSH THE BUTTON. No relief.
1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…1. 1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…2. 1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…3. 1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…4. 1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…5. PUSH THE BUTTON. No relief.
If you read all that, that was one hour. Every five minutes I could push the button for more pain relief. And every five minutes I got a dose that was so miniscule that it did nothing. It didn’t touch the pain. It wasn’t hysterectomy pain it was a pain in my head like nothing I’ve ever experienced. I didn’t even feel the wound. All I felt was my head. And all I could do was push that button, every five minutes. And count out the seconds…1 mississipi…2 missisipi…from around 6pm to around 10am every morning…around 16 hours. Over and over and over. 5 minutes..push the button. 12 times 5 minutes. 1 hour. 16 hours. 5 nights. 5 nights.
Sometimes I pressed the nurse buzzer. No one came. Sometimes I cried out. No one came. Sometimes I screamed. No one came. But the shift change in the morning told me they’d heard I’d had a bad night. But they didn’t give me pain relief. They didn’t help me. They didn’t care. They just told me to push the button.
1 missisippi 2 missisippi 3 missisippi …
Every morning I swore I wasn’t going through that night again. 11am I improved. Midday pain was down to a ‘7’. I called for doctors, nurses. My head still hurt bad. ‘7’ is still very bad. But I was more lucid…so I asked for doctors. No one came. 4pm…’8’….5pm…’8.5’…1 missisippi…2…missisippi…6pm ‘9’…Help me…someone…6.05pm…
1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…1. 1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…2. 1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…3. 1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…4. 1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…5. PUSH THE BUTTON. Wait. Wait. Wait. Push the button. Wait. Wait….its not going to help.
1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…1. 1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…2. 1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…3. 1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…4. 1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…5. PUSH THE BUTTON. Wait. Wait. Wait. Push the button. wait.
1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…1. 1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…2. 1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…3. 1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…4. 1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…5. PUSH THE BUTTON. Wait. Wait. Wait. Push the button.
1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…1. 1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…2. 1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…3. 1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…4. 1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…5. PUSH THE BUTTON. Wait. Wait. Wait.
1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…1. 1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…2. 1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…3. 1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…4. 1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…5. PUSH THE BUTTON. Wait. Wait. Wait. No relief.
1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…1. 1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…2. 1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…3. 1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…4. 1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…5. PUSH THE BUTTON. Wait. No relief.
1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…1. 1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…2. 1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…3. 1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…4. 1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…5. PUSH THE BUTTON. No relief.
1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…1. 1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…2. 1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…3. 1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…4. 1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…5. PUSH THE BUTTON. No relief.
1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…1. 1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…2. 1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…3. 1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…4. 1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…5. PUSH THE BUTTON. No relief.
1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…1. 1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…2. 1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…3. 1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…4. 1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…5. PUSH THE BUTTON. No relief.
1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…1. 1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…2. 1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…3. 1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…4. 1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…5. PUSH THE BUTTON. No relief.
1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…1. 1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…2. 1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…3. 1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…4. 1 mississippi 2 mississippi 3 mississippi 4 mississippi 5 mississippi………..58 mississippi 59 mississippi 60…5. PUSH THE BUTTON. No relief.
Only 14 more hours til morning.hys
