I feel like I’ve been hit by a bus. I got the Chicklet to school, and pretty much have been lying here ever since. I’m exhausted. I have to get Gamerboy to school in an hour. And then pick them both up again 2 hours after that. Then a GP appointment.
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Packing is well behind schedule, but I have no choice, I need to rest today. I’ll do some study/reading. But physically, I need to rest. Try to get to gym and do a light workout on the recumbent. But mostly, rest. the packing will get done, one way or another. I have a few friends who have offered to help. I might wind up just throwing things in boxes and dealing with it at the other end. Not the end of the world.
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This is a megaflare and its exhaustion. Pushing myself now would be a huge mistake.
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I took my Actemra last night, hoping that it would help. It hasn’t.
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I’m not sure whether to bring my rheumy appointment forward. I’m not due to see her until June, but Actemra has definately stopped working. I only have one biologic left. Should I hang in and hope that when things calm down, it helps more again? Or just accept that its done, and hope the next and last bio works for me? I have one more injection left. I don’t want to fill another months script of such an expensive medication if its not working for me, just a terrible waste.
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But I’ll think about that next week, when my move is behind me.
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Still on 40mg of prednisone, and needing every drop of energy it provides. Zzzzzzzz.
